Before I self-destruct….
I’ve been taking my time to understand My maker and my worst enemy, Satan!
Or isn’t he?
An old long war, that shouldn’t in any way be man’s business…
FUNNY ENOUGH… WE ARE THE SUBJECT MATTER!!
And that’s crazy!!
I may not find the answers, even if I live many years to come…
But ain’t nothing wrong in seeking, ‘cos surely there will be a finding…
THE DEVIL’s ADVOCATE…
He said these words;
“You were right about one thing
I’ve been watching, couldn’t help myself…
waiting holding my breath
I’m no puppeteer, I don’t make things happen.
Doesn’t work like that….
I only set the stage, you pull your own strings…
Vanity is definitely my favourite sin…
it is so basic…
the all natural opiates,
You want something more..
its like butterfly wings,once touched they never get off the ground…
But I want you to be yourself! I want you to be “Guilt-free”
Guilt is like a bag of f**king bricks, all you gotta do is set it down.
Who are u carrying all these bricks for anyway?
God likes to watch…
He is a prankster..
think about it..
He gives man instinct,
He gives you this extraordinary gift
and what does he do?
He sets rules of opposition
look, but don’t touch
touch, but don’t taste
taste, don’t swallow,
and while you re jumping from one foot to the next, what is he doing?
He is watching…
He is a sadist!
He is an absentee landlord,
worship that….? Never!
It’s better to reign in hell than serve in heaven
Why not, I’m here on the ground with my nose in it since the whole thing began,
I’ve nurtured every sensation man has been inspired to have
I cared about what he wanted, and I never judged him,
why?! Because I never rejected him in spite of all his imperfections
I’m a fan of man! I’m a humanist! Maybe the last humanist,
who in their right mind could possibly deny the 20th century wasn’t entirely mine,
all of it! mine!
I’m peaking, its my time now. Its our time!
The law puts us into everything,
it is the ultimate backstage pass,
it is the new priesthood!”
**End of quote in case you missed it…. **
But here is the deal…
Both parties have offered us something….
And we have accepted BOTH!!!
Oh no! Don’t you dare try to exclude yourself on biblical terms and quotations…..
“Let he who is without sin be the first to cast a stone!”
Our mortality fuels our immortality in most ways….
We with one hand cling to the cross and with the other, cling to vanity…..
EVERYONE WANTS TO BE THE HEAD……..EVERYONE WANTS TO OWN IT ALL….
A sick game……
A warning call………
Pride…. (A sorry excuse for it is confidence)
Unforgiving …..(A sorry excuse for it is “let the person let me be, I don’t wanna have anything to do with the person!”)
Envy…….Malice……jealousy, eating us up slowly everyday, and for what?
For the sake of being ABOVE OUR PEERS or simply PROVING A POINT!!!
THE LAW MAKES US WEAK DAILY……..
“Therefore let him that thinketh he stands take heed lest he fall”
I’ve read books…
The holy bible……
And yet another….
The Satanic bible……
And my conclusions are inconclusive…….
But one thing is certain….
Your Free Will is greater than any Godly or Satanic influence…
Use it wisely and be responsible for every action you take…
I’m still seeking answers….
AND ONE DAY I’LL FIND IT……….SELAH