How will I know?

Posted by dr2103 127 views Editor's Picks, Poetry

Sep 202012

Here’s another collaboration between myself and my charlie @Jaywriter. I hope you enjoy.

@Dr2103-

I’ve searched through his eyes,
I’ve listened to his truthful lies;
His stare so blue,
As he speaks words of half truth;
I don’t know what I see,
Is he in love with me?

He calls,
Says he just wants to hear my voice.
We walk,
And talk;
He hugs me,
And tells me not to weep;
He’s always there,
Calls me his dear;
He’s driving me nuts over him,
Is he in love with me?

He smiles at me,
Laughs at my gists;
I tell him I lost a fight,
He says baby,
‘you just let them win’;
He comes home every night,
Buys me gifts and all that;
He stares at my lips,
Says they are cute and full,
Does he want a kiss?
Is he in love with me?

Gorgeous body,
Nice builds;
‘M I tripping?
Hell yeah, that’s right!
I don’t know if he loves me,
I don’t know if he cares,
Why does he call?
Why is he always there?

He says ‘m cute,
I know that’s true;
He talks to me like a bestie,
But what if I wanna be his boo?
I know its wrong,
To want to push for more;
But it feels right,
I have a feeling he wants just that.
I can’t settle for little,
When I know he’s got more to give.
Don’t call me stupid,
Just tell me how to know what he feels!

Will he tell me?
Will he put my picture on his dp?
Will he call me every night, whispering sweet nothings?
Will he let me see his tears?
Will he kiss me senseless?
Will he sing to me?
And tell me all I wanna hear?
What will he do?
How will I know?
Tell me please!
Or, Will I never know?
Will he never… fall in love with me?

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@Jaywriter-

I’ve searched through her eyes,
I’ve listened to her witty replies;
She smiles,
As she speaks words of half truth;
I am confused at what I see,
Is it love?
Or just another lady,
Who finds my company pleasing?

I call,
To hear her laugh;
We walk,
And talk..
I hug her,
I like the feel of it;
I call her sweetie,
While I listen to her worries;
I hope I’m not madly in love,
With a girl who only sees me,
As a faithful friend,
who’s always there.

I make her smile,
She laughs at my jokes;
When she loses a fight,
I always say,
‘Sweetie, you just let them win’;
I drop her off after our night dates,
Surprise her with a gift,
As I stare at her lips,
They are cute and full.
Does she know?
That I stare,
Because I want a taste.

I wanna know if she feels the same way,
If she cares enough to be my lady,
If those smiles and laughter
Mean anything more than just ‘friendly’.

Will I ever know?
Will she surprisingly ping one rainy night,
To say she had always been in love with me?
Will she let me hold her hands?
And tell her ‘every good thing will come’?
Will she kiss me senseless?
Will she sing to me?
And tell me all her dreams?
What will she do?
How will I know?
Tell me please!
Or, will I never know?
Will she never fall in love with me?
Will she console me forever?
With the same old simple phrase,
‘Best friends forever’…

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dr2103 @dr2103

I am a student of accounting, and an aspiring writer. I love to read from people, and know what people think about the things I write. I started scribbling down my 'jargons' on the 22nd of March, 2007, and ever since then, I believe I've been working so hard towards improvement. I write basically on love, and I'm usually very passionate about my characters. I've published a couple of my works on FaceBook, where I gained the title 'LOVE DOCTOR'. I believe I try, but I also believe there's room for improvement. I registered on this blog on the suggestion of a member, by the name FEMI OWOLABI, and I'm positive that it'd bring about the improvement and finesse I so much crave. . .

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