*Please come back and say you love me again*
I can’t remember vividly when we first met, but I remember the first time we spoke. You couldn’t seem to make a complete statement without stuttering, which wasn’t your fault. I guess it was because of those big bright eyeballs of mine staring right at you *giggles*. Time flew by and I never would have
thought we could ever be that close. Each day, I was grateful for the blessing of having a friend like you *smiles*. But you wanted more and I was scared it would destroy our friendship. This drew us apart and caused a drift so wide between us. I guess giving in to my fears hurt you so bad and pushed you away. But I was a child and a child will always behave as one.
The hardest thing they say; is loving someone and having the courage to let them love you back. I never knew how hard it was for you then but now, I know how it could hurt deeply when they don’t.
You see, the truth is: I would rather fight with you than be loved by someone else. It may have taken me this long to admit how much I want you; I have my regrets but my greatest will be not been able to express my own love to you. My dreams are all about you but I need you in reality too. Don’t think I was
just struck by the cupid; Oh! No, I just felt where its’ arrow pierced into my heart the most. You were like my best friend and lover, all wrapped in one which seems to no longer exist.
Right now, I can only pray and hope you will come back to me.
Hugs and kisses,