It my epilogue, its time to say goodbye.
Darkness hovers over me.
Even at dawn.
Out of their mouths, the rites I must perform.
In open declaration, the oath I want to break
I want my dawn and not dusk.
The safety of the Uzi is on; I’m done pulling the trigger.
My humanity on, I’m done taking the life of another.
I did it with glee, but my soul wasn’t me.
In mayhem,I did not flee,
but in causing mayhem I had a degree.
A harbinger of bloodshed
To death I watched souls, as they bled.
On people’s fears I fed
Now, I am not at rest with the life that I had led.
I wish my existence could be ended with a single ‘Lead’
Creator with you I want to break words and not bread.
A choice I have made,
A choice; farewell, I don’t want to bade.
Those mothers who attended their sons laying to rest.
Those fathers who pleaded for mercy as I put the lead through their chest.
Those daughters who wailed as I took away their virtue.
My once perfidious soul, now goes out to you all, I beg you.
Peace I seek,tranqulity and closure I seek.
Forgiveness, I seek not; justice for your pains and tears I seek.
This justice will not bring them back.
But wicked and inhumane souls will be better; for creation to lack.
As I leave this world, I hope and pray He accepts me in the next.
As I leave this world, I hope my comrades will heed to this call.
I wish they would stop playing with slugs.
I know I don’t deserve it, but heaven I need a lot of kisses and hugs.
As the hangman tightens the knot
I feel the fire of death getter hot
Its taking me away, dimming away the light of my beacon.
Over there I hope I meet the thief on the left hand side and Abraham Lincoln.