A kiss or two maybe?
Because things have been too mainstream lately?
So you seek a twist to your skirt-hopping assignments
and deem me worthy of some emotional torment?
I’d say thanks for the ironic compliment
Of you being attracted enough to attempt making me a wanton pet
But what’s this!? Right now I’m choking on regret –
And it’s sad that with all my education…
I’ve exhibited the most atrocious form of motive illiteracy.
Ah, silly me.
It’s not kisses that you want then?
It’s a lavish home, the best cars…and a couple children?
Am I now to believe you’re through with your phase of grotesque irresponsibility?
Though you’ve gambled your whole life thus far, the habit will suddenly cease once we marry?
Tell me exactly how you value money.
Do you get that its purpose is to serve you in your service to divinity?
Or is your lust for it why you wake up each morning?
That you believe it worth your faith, health, love and family worries me greatly;
Or is your obsession with it somehow linked with your claim to want me happy?
Tsk, tsk, tsk. Have I missed it again? Really?
Then why not answer since I’m repeatedly misinterpreting!?
What on earth do you want from me?
You have already been birthed so I doubt I can be your mother.
And if I call you ‘friend’, you’ll wail and knight me a ‘zoner’.
You’ve chosen to make Christ an option so we’ll speak of love no further –
Because if you don’t learn love from Him, how on earth can you love me fella?
You’ve sworn that one shot at an ‘Us’ would change you for the better;
But if you were honest you’d know change starts with ‘U’…minus the second letter.
So I can understand your plight – emotions & attraction can be annoying.
And often we might not even realize when we get into self-deceiving.
But that I love you is not in doubt (though our definition of words may differ),
So I recommend you find WHO life should be about…then we may/may not start from there later.
If we hope to take a shot at this, and make it relevant,
Then you must be honest with yourself…or it’ll end before we spell ‘S-t-a-r-t’.