You Have To Live

You Have To Live

“I’ll be in Lagos soon. I’ll stay only a few days. I can’t wait to see you”, Tricia, my old friend says.
She lives in Abuja, and is just out of a two year relationship with her boyfriend.
We’ll go to the mall. I’ll take you to dinner. It’ll be a blast. It’s been like… what… five years?”
“A blast”, I say, thinking as I get down to this business of marriage, surely single ‘blasting’ friends are important.
Connections are important. She’ll take a cab from the airport, bring a ‘few’ things.
We live in a small flat, I tell her. “So you have to sleep on the couch in the parlour, because Tony and I would be sleeping in our bed while the twins sleep on their cots. “Not that you can sleep there”, making a half hearted attempt at humour, my nervousness slipping.
“Not to worry”, she says. Can you believe we’re thirty already. We’ll talk, talk and talk.There’s so much to talk about.”
Uh huh, I say, thinking she’s always been interesting and she’s an Abuja babe. So for sure we’ll have lots to talk about.

Wednesday arrives. I put on my jeans and tie my braids in a pony tail and make room in the kid’s wardrobe. Tricia always was a clotheshorse.
There’s a knock on the door. I rush outside to the cab. There she is looking as chic as ever; flawless, fair skin, perfectly done weave parted down the side of her face and falling down in waves down her shoulder. She is wearing thin True Religion jeans and white gold jewellery.
We hug and shriek and gurgle all at once. It’s like ‘yesterday’ and what best friends we always were. We don’t dare mention that we had a terrible fight in the University and ended up not speaking to ourselves for several years.
“You look fabulous, I say. So hot.”
“So do you”, she says, her smoky eyes scanning my homely outfit. My C- section won’t let me wear my ‘skinnies’.
I carry two of her bags up the stairs and she carrying the smaller bag, murmuring that her ankle aches her when she carries heavy stuff. She is wearing four inch Louboutin shoes.
“Here we are, I say, opening the door and leading the way into the flat. My nanny carries Tami out to meet us in the parlour. Timi, my son, is still asleep.
“Very nice”, she says, when she views my flat. “So cute”, she coes at Tami.

She proceeds to unpack several gorgeous outfits and hangs them in the closet space, pushing aside Tami and Timi’s few Sunday pieces. Her Clinique makeup and bottles take up the entire bathroom top. I am wondering what Tony would think.
Over juice we talk a while. She tells me about her former boyfriend, Ahmed. That she’s “out there now. I have to live”
“Let me make semo for you and then we’ll watch Africa Magic”, I suggest, feeling already exhausted.
She looks horrified. She doesn’t eat “like that”. Nor should I. “Fat”, she repeats several times. She wants to eat out at Halchz, in the mall.
“Oh well, she’s paying”, I assure myself.

I call a taxi and at the restaurant, she floats from the car, rushing ahead while I fumble in my bag for the fare.
In a high pitched American accent, Tricia orders Merlot and a delicious dinner. We talk about Abuja and her travels to London, Dubai and New York and she says offhandedly that Ahmed took her to Europe for the weekend many times.
She is interesting and informed on many levels. She then goes on about her need to find a new man. “Gotta live”, she says. The bill arrives on a steel tray. It sits.
“Well, it was a wonderful dinner”, I say.
She waves her bejewelled fingers. “When you visit in Abuja, I’ll reciprocate”
She nods. “Yes, I have to teach you to live. Look at me, I learn, look, live”
I pay the high bill on my already maxed debit card. I assure myself that this is once in a lifetime.
She talks about the few dates she snatched up since Ahmed. How depressing she found it. “They just aren’t ‘it’. Hausa guys know how to treat a woman; I’m not sure about these other guys.”

The following three days, she drags me to the cinema, a comedy show, the dainty shops that line Awolowo Road, and the Clinique shop where the bottles are replenished. She stays up all night watching E!. She loves Kim Kardashian’s buttock job. I’m exhausted.
In the morning, I’m changing Timi’s diaper when she says I have to get my nails done. I say it’ll be dangerous because I may poke the twin’s in the buttock when I insert their suppository.
“You’re too fearful of everything. You have to live”, she replies.

Finally it’s the last day. After slipping into her heels, Tricia insists her ankles are aching her, so I carry her luggage downstairs. We hug. We cry. We promise to go to London together sometime and definitely we’ll call every day. What fun we had. She blows a kiss and we wave until the taxi disappears down the street.
Back at the flat, I put a pot of water on the cooker and pour semo powder in, turning it over so vigorously, sweat pours down my face. I wrap it up and put it in a cooler. For Tony when he returns. I live.

24 thoughts on “You Have To Live” by Berry Feistypen (@berry)

    I looove this, Berry. So open and down to earth. A ton of unspoken messages hidden behind these few words.
    You have got TALENT!

    1. Thank you, Lade.. I appreciate..

  2. Oh! I love love this:) totally parallel friends. You gotta have fun but know when its time to make that fufu for your nigerian king.
    Love the piece!

    1. Yes deed, chetachi.. totally parallel… Thank you.

  3. Berry, I love it. I could just picture the scene and Tricia. Boy, I’m sure some of us can attest to ‘friends’ like that. LOL

    Well written.

    1. Thank you, Kiru… ‘friends’ like that are just different… and different may not mean bad… just different!!

  4. okay. nice. the story was well written no doubt but it missed some of your magic touch

    1. Hey, xikay.. knowing i do infact have a magic touch is assuring enough… Thanks…

  5. Where has d magic touch gone? Ditto @Xikay

  6. @Xikay, There was no magic in this? I couldn’t tell.

    1. its bit that there was no magic, just that its not as magical as Berry’s stuff usually are.

  7. Nice writing. At a time like this, you know it’s time to let that friend go.

    1. Thanks Myne… I don’t know if she has to let her go… maybe just get her to spend more time in Abuja on her own! :D

  8. Good writing, FeistyBerry – I know it was good writing, because it made me want to smack the smugness and arrogance out of that ‘friend’.

    1. Thanks a lot, TO, I’m glad.. Good fiction is supposed to make you want to DO something… Slapping’s good… :D

  9. Hmm…Left me feeling….heady…But good heady oh. I like it. But like @Xikay said, it felt like it was missing a spark somewhere…Still, very nice.

  10. This is unique in itself, I recognised the familiar brilliance associated with your writing, just concealing the message enough for us to find it. Well done Berry!

  11. a great attempt at writing in the present tense.And you cannot beat the flow of the story. I could go on and on, but this simply got me.

    Well done!!!

  12. Very nice read Berry… very witty writeup!

  13. very feminine… difficult to say or hold…

    1. Do you have something against females? are you a male chauvinist? Haba!

  14. Hmmm, interesting. Great pace, good descriptions but perhaps heavily stereotypical of the differences between a married struggling lady and the frivolous single babe.

  15. Nice piece and good writing.

  16. What a friend….forming posh and cant even pay the bill…mchewwww

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