All posts by Nika

Stupid

Stupid

I’m shy I’m crowd shy Coming from a background sly Where everything is kick and go, fly Mother at the mercy of father’s fry Demon sitting in their anagram’s fry Everyday singing apple pie la monde, why? Mondays of tick lens giving way for the little space called eye Blood shot red, everything like a … Continue reading Stupid

Sneakers

Sneakers

Orgasm gone drab, sour and sore Bloodied….pretty hurts, cool kills What’s left of me Excruciating body pains A reminder of the rough crunch.   Hmmm…guilty pleasure, wow! Mind blowing, uh! ah!! uh!!! Breath held in seizures of gasps Oxygen…hmmm Till the fist and blast   Hush! Don’t you dare I knew it from the start … Continue reading Sneakers

Heart broken

Stay

‘I’m into you’ the chorus of Jennifer Lopez’s song played in the background of the Mexican soap I was watching. And then thoughts of you flooded my mind again. I could not put myself together to get over it. I know you knew how much of you I wanted. My thirst for you kept burning … Continue reading Stay

Toxic

Wrong swathe gaze locked And time froze Everything lost meaning The fuel, eyes, monstrous, beguiling Consumed in the now Lips, luscious, lethal Heart, conceited, deceitful Mouth, wild, wide I don’t care Champagne carried in wine glass Stem stroked in euphoria that never was Rocking arms, strong, shielding Breath, warm, sizzling Shoulders, broad, squared Self wreaked … Continue reading Toxic

Goodbye

Goodbye

“…and this too will pass” were the words I muttered when I heard of your passing into glory. It was all too sudden, a shock that usurped the moment, I was thrown off balance. I shouted on the phone when my mother told me and the echo passed between us like a consoling pat. I … Continue reading Goodbye

Twenty Five

Twenty Five

Insomnia hugging still I’m tired Ideas concretize no more I’m tired It doesn’t seem like me anymore Every image fuses into one blurring picture   Many a time wasted I’m thinking no more Honey like bile Broken trust thrusting hard I bleed like never before It’s getting too much for me to bear My dear … Continue reading Twenty Five