My darling Romeo,
Today makes it 6months and 24days since you have been gone. Each passing day, I hope for your return. I miss you so much that every time my phone rings, I wish it was you calling me. My heart still wants only you and no one else. It is amazing how you understand my complex nature so well within a limited time of our friendship. So if you ever let me go, you’re out of your mind *laughs*.
We have always had our moments but I guess we were been shy to take that great leap. I am not saying I am perfect and neither will our love be. There will be ups and downs and we have got a lot to learn. I am willing to put our friendship to bed and cross that line to being lovers; because we can never know unless we try. Regardless of my feelings, I need to know your stand.
Do you ever think about me? Does your heart call out for me? Do you still feel the same? Or has time put out the flame? Is it to late? Or is there a chance for us? These questions I need answers to because I am going crazy with assumptions.
Mama has been asking of late; to bring home my boyfriend. I consistently tell her; soon. You remember my auntie, the one I told you about some time ago. Yes! That same one. She tried match-making me with one of her friend’s son. He seemed like a nice guy but I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t be with him; I couldn’t love him; I couldn’t live a lie. My heart has totally blocked out every other guy because it’s filled with love for you. My girls keep telling me to move on; to snap out of my fantasy; to find someone else but I can’t, I’m gone in the brain.
So Romeo, give a little time to me. Give me love like never before. I want the taste your lips allow. I want the comfort your arms curled around me gives. Oh darling Romeo, please put me out of this dilemma and tell me what it’s going to be. Would there be an “us” or not?
Hugs and kisses,