I wish I could enter you
To know how you often feel;
How it is when age is due
And the skin of beauty on you does peel.
I wish I could just feel through you
The pains societal odium brings
When wedding bells of a friend rings
And for her bridal train, you quickly queue.
I wish I could still fall for you
Your blemished skin of varied hue,
I wish in love you fell for me
When I called for you on bended knees.
I wish your deep blue eyes could see
Beyond my past, learn my new being;
That the me that evolved was not mean
As you supposed them to be.
I wish you knew,
I wish you cared.
I wish you knew I was never dead
But slowly evolving into a man to love you
Now with a face of hues
And admirers few,
You espy me at my window
Hunting for a love game, O!
The only thing I wish for now isn’t you
I just wish this you knew.