Finally,i m ready to admit it.
I dread the unexpected and the future unseen.
I want to live this life,enjoy every luxury it extends my way but above all i want to love.
Yes…i really do.
And when i mean love,i don’t mean the kind that is currently making waves on the streets,in the clubs,motels and by those dark alleys.
Those types that often lead to emaciating almost to the size of a cornstalk.
Yes,that horrible thing they call AIDS (Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome) or a bloated stomach for nine months that so often leads to an unwanted baby.
That kind of love where the man and the lady are joined together for money or the numerous ailments that have befallen love in this global age of g-strings,artificial insemination,online sex,contract marriage and a host of other ills i cant be bothered to name.
That brings me to the question that bothers me most.
Am i ever going to love and be loved in return?
Of course yes.
My faith tells me yes and my mum often say that for every man or woman,another perfect half exists.
I cant help to wonder how,but if its true,how perfect will she be?
Will she be fat and short since i m slim and tall ?
Of course not.
That for me would be a perfect calamity.
Will she just be a television wife or that partner i so desperately need.
Wherever she is now,i want to beg God in advance.
Please don’t make her short,fat,lazy,plump or sharp tongued.
Let her not be one of those that feel its hip to wear her jean low or think daily shopping is a routine that must be fervently adhered to.
I also hope she dosent wear her hair high and wild with a face painted like she fell into a mishmash of crayons or she wont pierce her nose and tongue like those rock stars while all that s in her head are the names of night club and sleazy bars.
Make her tall,slim,with eyes to die for,lips to kill for and a smile that could tame a roving eye like mine.
Make her sweeter than AVOCADO cooked with prawn cocktail.
Make her lovelier than any words can say.
Make her a good friend and an even better cook,a good mother and an even more better lover.
Let her be intelligent and smart so we wont be doomed for better,for worse to boredom.
I know i have asked too much already but please also make her all those secret things i have always liked,dreamt and wished for but cant write here lest anyone comes across this.
I should also send her a warning in advance,
I should also send her a warning in advance,
Please let her know I could sometimes be stubborn as a palm nut,though they eventually break.
I could be strange but i expect her to trust me,I could be very mad when she pretends to ignore me cos i m sure my fragile heart cant survive that.
I could be over caring and sometimes too sweet.
I m not easily troubled so she should brace herself for a life of no dull moments,lots of crazy fun,loads of kisses,pages full of poetry,sweet surprises and of course babies too,not lots of them though.
So i m hoping she is blessed with a calabash load of patience,trust,romance,loyalty and above all an undying love for me,me alone and ultimately God.
ANDERSON (2010)©♥
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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Fluorishing Florida, you took the ‘wordless sound’ right out of my mouth. But i’ll still use it.
Paul – hmmmmmmmmmmmmnnnnnn
maybe i should just say hmmmmmmmmmm too since i dont undstnd u guys.lol
fair enough, i don’t think the person meant for you can be someone you cannot live with, so don’t worry, be happy.
lol, na for only novel u go see that one o or rather, u too must ready to be sooo many things to have such a woman that’s if she exist so i’ll just join the others in sayin….hmmmmmmmmm
Hmmm!
You have asked for a lot
but i guess tis possible
it depends on who you are
believing
hmmm, for you, you alone. u try.
nice.
This looks like a very modest list…and of course she’s rare, but not too rare…good luck!
// and nice write-up, made me awww lol
thank you guys but i think i was fair,didnt ask for too much u know.
truly hoping shes out there though.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm…
I agree with Adeyinka. Good thing He gave us free will, cos believe me, God wont force anyone on you. And maybe that’s the problem right there, since He does know best. C’est la vie.
Abi o Uche,i hope its true and it happens soon.cant wait.lol
Awwww!! sweet! Your ideal woman isn’t that hard to find paul…In the midst of the bloody moral decay of feminity,there are some women who aare still dignified and have most of the qualities you named..My advice? Get ready to be her ideal man too..
Thank you Estrella,you are right,
she should just be around the corner waiting for me.lol
i will surely get ready,i have been learning for a long time.